im crazy about him...and i kind of told him...but i cant do anything about it since im with 'him'.
I was so sure but M has been in my mind for years and it always just seemed like game playing between us so how could i ever try it, i dont want to get hurt. But i love C, i know i do. So how do i know which is the right choice, do i risk what i have now for something that may never be? But the fact is i don't want C with anyone else...i am such a horrible girlfriend
besides even though M says he cares for me, he found another girl...i don't blame him, its not like we had the chance...look at the distance, but it hurts.
2008-09-15 : M+C=messed up