2002-11-19 : dont close this door
HAHA kales i dont WANT to change you. your perfect the way you are and i know you lash out things im just kinda upset that we dont talk and you dont have to tell me every itty bitty detail i jsut want to know if ur upset if u dont want to tell me why dont but at least i know and no matter what i can go about trying to cheer up w/e this thingy is or i can be agggrrr with you. and a fight this is not a fight it is a controversy (i learned that in shcool hehe go me) we had a difference of opinion and personally i think your right this is our discussion and does not need to involve natasha or whoever else. you made things rather clearer then they were but we still have a lot of shit to sort out. i think ive been feeling this way ever since I moved about losing my friends and im more worried of losing you even though i kno i wont its a fear that was building and build so tall even superman couldnt jump over. you see kalie im just under pressure to and i kno im more open then you so you kno everything thats rong and ryan leaving well... did he call you yet? or has he still left you hanging wegotta go mom says i hafta go in the shower i always read this before school. ill call tonight we have lotsa crap to talk about ok kalies and keep w/e u want to say to me in ur head and we can yell scream or w/e we feel like cause this is one heck of an open conversation.