2005-09-15 : football in the rain and mud.
tis been awhile, im having a very emo night...i dont feel pretty, i feel ugly, stupid, slow, and un wanted. im so tired but i want to curl into a ball and cry but most of all i feel so ugly! its horrible i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i wish i looked my age, i had a better body, i could run faster, i didnt need makeup, my fingers were slender and longer, my ass was smaller, my jaw line more feminine, i wish i didnt feel this way...back to the days this stuff didnt matter, back to the days my heart didnt pitter patter. lets play so football in the rain and mud please, it would make it all better if only for a little while.