2004-01-23 : lsot and confused
i am so confused it not even funny. kytes been hitting on me, matt has been playfully punching me in the halls, guys are noticing me its all unnatural and im confused and ryan wont notice me but i think sara smith and him have something going on. i dont know whats going on and im AGGGGRRR!!! this isnt supposed to be happening i walk in the halls and matt punches me in the arm like anyone does to say hi (at least i hope thats why he was punching me) kyte has been noticing me and i dont know what to think anymore. i wish i had book that told me everything from who liked, hated, talked, or anything about me and i knew what to do but i dont and damnit