im broken glass that can never be fixed and if by miracles i am fixed it well take a long time. ive had a lot happen to me and things arent that bad but they add up and its worse.
2003-10-10 : death by cam
wouldnt it be interesting if someone saw u die at that exact instant like if u were on live haha. not has if u taped it and they seen later but as if u were on webcam and u hung urself and that person would see? i think that would be neat. it makes me think of doing it more and more i think of it. my wrists hurt now and i didnt even break skin but what if i had someone watching me and they called right b4 i hung myself and i would answer it andsay dont worry ill be fine ill miss and stuff like that and while im talking to them ill get into the noose or grap a gun or w/e and hang up wave to the webcam and do w/e i was going to do. i wonder what would happen. it would be awesome if someone say me commit suicide i think if i ever do which i wouldnt doubt i would do it on a cam. i would like that and if i was the other person all the attention u would get and time off school all for seeing me die. that is amazing i think anyway. id love to be the other person cause they would have lots of friends and i would love to be me at the same time for leaving this earth and maybe become the ghost of my school or SBS haha sweet.